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 We humans can carry over many fears and anxieties including agoraphobia from our childhood and past iives into our adult lives for years after the stressful event.   This page addresses specifically fears of going outdoors, including leaving your home.  This would also cover fear of simple things such as going to the grocery store or even going outside for a walk around the neighborhood.  Here are some examples of people who have benefited from this way of healing.

One woman I knew was terrified to leave her home in case she was eaten by wolves, even though she lived in Los Angeles, California where there were no wolves.  One gentleman I knew, was afraid to ever leave his bedroom in his own house. He was also afraid to leave his house,  because he would get lost, and not be able to find his way home.  A second gentleman I knew,  was afraid to leave his home for fear he would be shot or killed day or night.  A third teenage boy I knew, stayed in the basement of his grandmother's home eating all day long, refusing to leave the basement during the day.  He was afraid of being shot and killed, and possibly committing suicide with a gun during the daylight.  All of these people had horrible past life experiences and current life experiences. 

The woman had been eaten by wolves in a past life, while walking her dog down a new path in the dark of night.  She didn't want to walk the dog and was late doing this chore.  Nevertheless, her parents forced her to walk the dog in the dark, anyway.

 The first gentleman had left his bedroom to open the door of his home.  When he went to the front door and opened it,  he found a German soldier.  The soldier forced  him to enlist in the German army during WWII.  Then when the war was over and he returned home, he found that his house had been destroyed and his family was dead. 

The second gentleman had also been a victim of WWII.  He had been a Jew, forced to live in the Jewish ghetto in Warsaw, Poland.  He knew that if he went outside in the streets, that he could be killed for any and every reason by the German Soldiers.  ( I suggest that you watch the movie "The Pianist", if this is something that sounds like it may have happened to you.)

The third young man, had been a victim of the Viet Nam War.  He had been captured and put into a cage in the ground after being shelled and shot at by the enemy, and starved  Then, one day, he was taken out of his cage and shot to death.

 All of these people had normal childhoods, but were paralyzed with the fear of leaving home, loud noises, darkness etc. called Agoraphobia, Anxiety and Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.  ​As with all these sections of "Healing Words from God", simply read the words, and edit or change the words, putting in your fears instead.

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I release and dissolve and NO LONGER HAVE the Primary Victim and Trauma of having left my home unwillingly,  never being able to return to my home and family again or living in constant fear for my life.         ( optional:   possibly due to a cruel and violent death and/or due to war).

I release and dissolve and NO LONGER HAVE the Compartmentalization of Anger in relationship to having been forced to leave my home unwillingly,  never being able to return to my home and family again  and / or living in constant fear for my life.      (optional:  possibly due to a cruel and violent death, and maybe involving war.)

I release and dissolve and NO LONGER HAVE the Primary Fear of being forced to leave my home against my will,  never being able to return to my home and family again and / or living in constant fear for my life.     (optional:  possibly due to a cruel and violent death, and maybe due to war.)

I release and dissolve and NO LONGER HAVE the Compartmentalization of Fear in relationship to leaving my home and family,  being unable to find my home and family when I returned and/ or living in constant fear for my life.     (Optional:  possibly due to a cruel and violent death, and maybe due to war.)

I release and dissolve and NO LONGER HAVE the Primary Defense of never leaving my home, so that I won't lose my house and family while I'm gone and / or living in constant fear for my life.   (Optional:  possibly due to a cruel and violent death, and maybe because of war.)

I release and dissolve and NO LONGER HAVE  the Primary Hunger to avoid losing my home and family by never leaving my house  and to live being safe, warm and comfortable and / or avoiding being forced to leave my home and to avoid loud, sudden  noises.   (Optional:  possibly due to a cruel and violent death, and maybe because of war.)

I release and dissolve and NO LONGER HAVE the Primary Hunger to stay home and be safe.      (Optional:  possibly due to a cruel and violent death, and maybe because of war.)

I release and dissolve and NO LONGER HAVE the Primary Script, that today I will be forced to leave my home, hear loud, sudden, deadly noises, and never be able to return to my home  and family again.       (Optional:  possibly due to a cruel and violent death, and maybe because of war.)

I release and dissolve and NO LONGER HAVE the Primary Expectation that I will be forced to leave my home, and never be able to return to my home and family again, after hearing loud, sudden, deadly noises.   ( THIS IS A VERY POWERFUL HEALING, SO PLEASE READ IT OUT LOUD AGAIN!!!!!!)   

(Optional:  possibly due to a cruel and violent death, and maybe because of war.)

I release and dissolve and NO LONGER HAVE the Compartmentalization of Guilt and Shame that I will be forced to leave my home , and never be able to return to my home and family again after hearing loud, sudden deadly noises.   ( Optional"  possibly due to a cruel and violent death, and maybe due to war.)

I release and dissolve and NO LONGER HAVE the Compartmentalization of Self Unforgiveness / Self Hatred for being forced to leave my home against my will, and never being able to return home and family again after hearing loud, deadly, sudden noises.   (Optional:  possibly due to a cruel and violent death, and maybe due to war.)

I release and dissolve and NO LONGER HAVE the Compartmentalization of Sadness and Grief in relationship to being forced to leave my home and my family against my will, and never being able to return to home and family again after hearing loud, sudden, deadly noises.  ( Optional:  possibly due to a cruel and violent death, and maybe due to war.)

I release and dissolve and NO LONGER HAVE the Compartmentalization of leaving my home to go for a walk, go shopping, etc ,  in relationship to having been forced to leave my home against my will, and never being able to see my home and family again after hearing loud, sudden, deadly noises.  (Optional:  Possibly due to a cruel and violent death, and maybe due to war.)

I release and dissolve and NO LONGER HAVE the Association of leaving my home for any reason, in relationship to  being forced to leave my home against my will and my family, and never being able to return to them again after hearing loud, sudden, deadly noises.  (Optional:  possibly due to a cruel and violent death, and maybe due to war.)

I release and dissolve and NO LONGER HAVE the Primary Perception that I was forced to leave my home against my will, and was never able to return to my house after hearing loud, sudden, deadly noises.   (Optional:  possibly due to a cruel and violent death, and maybe due to war.)

I release and dissolve and NO LONGER HAVE the Imprint Vulnerability of loud, sudden noises.

I release and dissolve and NO LONGER HAVE the Sexual Imprint Vulnerability of loud, sudden noises.

Agoraphobia, Anxiety, Asperger's Syndrome, Autism, and Post Traumatic Stress Disorder